01-19-2014, 11:27 AM
Ok before I even start this post read the entire thing or don't even reply to it. I just have to say how betrayed I feel by almost the entire ORE community. I've had constant problems with cutlass that were completely out of my control to handle, and when brought up to the staff no action was taken. In fact, I was seen as the bad guy, and I was told to "be mature and ignore it." I won't throw that certain staff member under the bus, but how about you be mature and do your fucking job?! I was being harassed by cut on the build server, the school server, and the forums, on my OWN post about his actual ban. And what did he do? He posted on it, mocking me. Disrespecting me, the forums, the rules, the staff, and most of all the entire community.
After going through all this, I did exactly what's expected of me. I brought it up to the staff, and after a few days of lack of response I started talking to staff members in-game. THIS is when I was told to "be mature and ignore it." Are you fucking kidding me?! I was simply reaching out to the very people who are supposed to help me with these problems and I'm blatantly disrespected and ignored. All of that because cut is apparently immune to being banned. He takes advantage of this perk, and the result is the offenses you see him make now. He does this without consequence, time and time again.
This server used to be such a positive place. Sure everyone had their arguments, but they were mostly about disagreements about how certain redstone builds should be made. I NEVER hear any of that anymore, in fact I think this is hardly a redstone server at all anymore. What really gets under my skin is the fact that I so desperately seeked a staff position only for the genuine desire to help the community. I had that intention, and I'm not even given a chance. But now I see Virt, on the school server, representing the staff brilliantly. I was on the school doing a redstone build of mine, much like most others there at the time. Virt joined, and I didn't really notice anything different. However, about 2 mins afterward, a bunch of immature banter surged through the chat, and after looking through it it was obvious that Virt started it by immaturely talking about inappropriate things to a visitor who was actually being extremely disrespectful, and would of been kicked by many other responsible staff members.
Already surprised at Virt's lack of maturity and professionalism, I was completely taken by surprise when he said "swag" about 50 times followed by a link. Obviously wondering what it was, I clicked on it and I'm brought to a page with very disturbing art-type images of distorted humans with multiple limbs and penises everywhere. I'm not saying this to be humorous, Virt posted a link to INAPPROPRIATE MATERIAL!
Tell exactly why the HELL Virt is given staff capabilities if this is the kind of shit he does?! I pursued staff so I could hopefully help out the community, and I'm turned down, but THIS behavior is accepted?! It's just fucking unbelievable. This server is now full of immature individuals, many of them being staff, and I'm powerless to do anything about it. There have been so many injustices towards me in this last month, and I've only found a few responsible individuals that I can seriously talk to about these issues.
This server is going to shit. The members are disrespecting everything then can, ignoring the rules, not taking forum posts seriously (probably like this one), and staff takes little to no action towards it. Apparently it's ok for staff like this to run the server, but the second I go to a staff member that I feel is responsible, I'm shot down. Normally it's not a big deal, but when I'm denied it, and people like Virt get to fill the positions, needless to say it fucking pisses me off.
I hope at least ONE mature staff member reads this, and realizes that I'm trying to HELP by becoming staff! I'm building an entire damn school on the school server by myself so people can learn better. I'm teaching almost every day I'm on, I'm simply trying to FIX THIS! I'm doing everything I can. I'm one of the only dedicated teachers, I help visitors constantly, teach almost nonstop, and without a doubt I'm hardly on the build server anymore because the atmosphere is much more toxic there. Not to mention the shit I'd have to deal with from cut, which staff won't do anything about.
I don't get recognition for ANY of the shit I'm trying to do for this community. There's hardly anyone I can go to now because I feel like they simply don't understand, or don't want to. I only have one staff member in mind when I say this:
I came to you about this recently. I trust you, and I'm counting on you to help me. This entire community is starting to collapse, and I'm trying to do everything I can to help, in fact I'm attempting to go beyond that. For all my efforts all I get is disrespect and ignorance. I get no recognition, appreciation, or even a fucking "thank you" once in a while. I don't know what to do at this point. I've said countless times how all I want is to have the perks of being staff at my disposal so when they're needed I can use them and slowly make this server a better place. I don't want power, I don't want intimidation, and I certainly don't want to change my intentions.
That being said, hopefully you know who you are. If not, then that exactly proves my point. It feels like nobody's on my side, even though I have talked directly to staff members about all these issues countless times, and almost all of them "agree" with me. I think you're sincere, so that's why I reached out to you like this.
With that aside, I just have one question to ask. Am I the same person you knew a month ago. Was I not an argumentative, ignorant, maybe immature person on the server? I think I was. But if you have any sense at all, you'll realize that I'm broken. I am completely humbled, and I'm to the point where I don't even think anyone realizes that I'm being indirectly forced out of a community that I thoroughly enjoy(ed) being part of.
So I asked that question to anyone reading this that knows me even a little from a while ago. I'm a completely different person now. I'm humbled, and I can't see a staff member on the school server without going to them about this. I just desperately need some understanding, and I feel like I'm yet to receive it. When will it stop? When will any of you realize that this is a completely different server compared to what it was a few months ago, and not for the better. But more importantly, when will at least ONE of you realize that I'm just desperately seeking for a way to help. I'm miserable in the position I'm in now.
I'll just ask one more time, without the limitation of oppression that I often feel on the server. How do you deem it right to deny me the tools needed to turn this community around, yet give them to people who take them for granted on a daily basis, and fail to use them like they should. Does that sound a little harsh? Well it isn't, because I'VE WITNESSED THAT FIRST-HAND!! I had problems on the server that were out of my control, and I went to staff in the hopes that they'd help me, like they're supposed to. And, like stated before, I was told to "be mature." That's so fucked up it's unbelievable.
I have a headache with all the rage I'm holding in right now, so I'll cut this post short, which is hard to believe because it's already so long. That right there should prove that I'm not making this up. This server is really going downhill fast, and I'm a direct victim of it. Not only is that not recognized, but my attempts to fix anything I can one step at a time go completely unnoticed, yet somehow everybody knows to screw with me, for some apparently justifiable reason. Do with this post what you will, I said what I meant to say. I'll keep to myself from now on as long as I'm on the server, because I just can't deal with this any more. If you'd like to say a few words to me about this then I'd appreciate it, especially if I've come to you with these problems i'm facing before. If not, fine. I guess that's the way it has to be. Just please take everything I've said here seriously, I think it's fair that I should get at least that respect.
After going through all this, I did exactly what's expected of me. I brought it up to the staff, and after a few days of lack of response I started talking to staff members in-game. THIS is when I was told to "be mature and ignore it." Are you fucking kidding me?! I was simply reaching out to the very people who are supposed to help me with these problems and I'm blatantly disrespected and ignored. All of that because cut is apparently immune to being banned. He takes advantage of this perk, and the result is the offenses you see him make now. He does this without consequence, time and time again.
This server used to be such a positive place. Sure everyone had their arguments, but they were mostly about disagreements about how certain redstone builds should be made. I NEVER hear any of that anymore, in fact I think this is hardly a redstone server at all anymore. What really gets under my skin is the fact that I so desperately seeked a staff position only for the genuine desire to help the community. I had that intention, and I'm not even given a chance. But now I see Virt, on the school server, representing the staff brilliantly. I was on the school doing a redstone build of mine, much like most others there at the time. Virt joined, and I didn't really notice anything different. However, about 2 mins afterward, a bunch of immature banter surged through the chat, and after looking through it it was obvious that Virt started it by immaturely talking about inappropriate things to a visitor who was actually being extremely disrespectful, and would of been kicked by many other responsible staff members.
Already surprised at Virt's lack of maturity and professionalism, I was completely taken by surprise when he said "swag" about 50 times followed by a link. Obviously wondering what it was, I clicked on it and I'm brought to a page with very disturbing art-type images of distorted humans with multiple limbs and penises everywhere. I'm not saying this to be humorous, Virt posted a link to INAPPROPRIATE MATERIAL!
Tell exactly why the HELL Virt is given staff capabilities if this is the kind of shit he does?! I pursued staff so I could hopefully help out the community, and I'm turned down, but THIS behavior is accepted?! It's just fucking unbelievable. This server is now full of immature individuals, many of them being staff, and I'm powerless to do anything about it. There have been so many injustices towards me in this last month, and I've only found a few responsible individuals that I can seriously talk to about these issues.
This server is going to shit. The members are disrespecting everything then can, ignoring the rules, not taking forum posts seriously (probably like this one), and staff takes little to no action towards it. Apparently it's ok for staff like this to run the server, but the second I go to a staff member that I feel is responsible, I'm shot down. Normally it's not a big deal, but when I'm denied it, and people like Virt get to fill the positions, needless to say it fucking pisses me off.
I hope at least ONE mature staff member reads this, and realizes that I'm trying to HELP by becoming staff! I'm building an entire damn school on the school server by myself so people can learn better. I'm teaching almost every day I'm on, I'm simply trying to FIX THIS! I'm doing everything I can. I'm one of the only dedicated teachers, I help visitors constantly, teach almost nonstop, and without a doubt I'm hardly on the build server anymore because the atmosphere is much more toxic there. Not to mention the shit I'd have to deal with from cut, which staff won't do anything about.
I don't get recognition for ANY of the shit I'm trying to do for this community. There's hardly anyone I can go to now because I feel like they simply don't understand, or don't want to. I only have one staff member in mind when I say this:
I came to you about this recently. I trust you, and I'm counting on you to help me. This entire community is starting to collapse, and I'm trying to do everything I can to help, in fact I'm attempting to go beyond that. For all my efforts all I get is disrespect and ignorance. I get no recognition, appreciation, or even a fucking "thank you" once in a while. I don't know what to do at this point. I've said countless times how all I want is to have the perks of being staff at my disposal so when they're needed I can use them and slowly make this server a better place. I don't want power, I don't want intimidation, and I certainly don't want to change my intentions.
That being said, hopefully you know who you are. If not, then that exactly proves my point. It feels like nobody's on my side, even though I have talked directly to staff members about all these issues countless times, and almost all of them "agree" with me. I think you're sincere, so that's why I reached out to you like this.
With that aside, I just have one question to ask. Am I the same person you knew a month ago. Was I not an argumentative, ignorant, maybe immature person on the server? I think I was. But if you have any sense at all, you'll realize that I'm broken. I am completely humbled, and I'm to the point where I don't even think anyone realizes that I'm being indirectly forced out of a community that I thoroughly enjoy(ed) being part of.
So I asked that question to anyone reading this that knows me even a little from a while ago. I'm a completely different person now. I'm humbled, and I can't see a staff member on the school server without going to them about this. I just desperately need some understanding, and I feel like I'm yet to receive it. When will it stop? When will any of you realize that this is a completely different server compared to what it was a few months ago, and not for the better. But more importantly, when will at least ONE of you realize that I'm just desperately seeking for a way to help. I'm miserable in the position I'm in now.
I'll just ask one more time, without the limitation of oppression that I often feel on the server. How do you deem it right to deny me the tools needed to turn this community around, yet give them to people who take them for granted on a daily basis, and fail to use them like they should. Does that sound a little harsh? Well it isn't, because I'VE WITNESSED THAT FIRST-HAND!! I had problems on the server that were out of my control, and I went to staff in the hopes that they'd help me, like they're supposed to. And, like stated before, I was told to "be mature." That's so fucked up it's unbelievable.
I have a headache with all the rage I'm holding in right now, so I'll cut this post short, which is hard to believe because it's already so long. That right there should prove that I'm not making this up. This server is really going downhill fast, and I'm a direct victim of it. Not only is that not recognized, but my attempts to fix anything I can one step at a time go completely unnoticed, yet somehow everybody knows to screw with me, for some apparently justifiable reason. Do with this post what you will, I said what I meant to say. I'll keep to myself from now on as long as I'm on the server, because I just can't deal with this any more. If you'd like to say a few words to me about this then I'd appreciate it, especially if I've come to you with these problems i'm facing before. If not, fine. I guess that's the way it has to be. Just please take everything I've said here seriously, I think it's fair that I should get at least that respect.